This will be my last free weekend for quite a while, I already know we will be working next weekend and mostly likely I won't be off again until October. At least I know what to expect this time. Right now I'm okay with it. I'm trying to be more like one of my slacker coworkers who seems to not really care about work performance.
I applied for a remote job, I'll probably pull the trigger if there's interest and the pay is sufficient. I'd stay here a while longer then maybe go elsewhere eventually, even if just elsewhere in this state where I could maybe get away from apartment living. I miss having more space between myself and others. Sometimes I think that's one of the things that bothers me most, that I'm back to the lifestyle of 25 years ago.
Feeling better momentarily, but I know last year I began slipping into a funk around this time that i never entirely got out of, so here we are again. No smoke in the air at least, for right now. I don't get out much anymore at this point, have lost interest. Keep thinking, is this it? I'm starting to think of everything in past tense. I'm at least sleeping better....
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